She held the world

Wow, so much has happened within 14 hours it's rediculous! Today started out amazing! My parents left for a few days to get away from me and my sister, rad! I got ALL of my All Time Low packages came today! Therefore, I got to listen to Nothing Personal a day early! I know that it's been on 'The Leak' all week, but I said that I wouldn't listen to it until I had the CD in my hands. ANND I was one of the lucky 250 kiddies who got an autographed poster of Jack Barakat, with my JAGK purchase! The shirt is cute, comfy, and JAGK!
So while listening to my beloved new CD, I did my routine website browse. Facebook, Myspace, PATDonline. This is where I recieved the most devastating new in the world. MY beloved band, Panic at the Disco split up. Brendon and Spencer are continuing Panic at the Disco and the role of guitarist and bassist are being replaced. Even though Ryan and Jon are doing a thing together, the idea of some other guitarist playing RYAN's guitar parts. Singing something that RYAN wrote, totally sickens me. Panic at the Disco = Ryan, Spencer, Brendon, and Jon to me. this will ALWAYS be my definition of Panic at the Disco.
Having said that, I've been getting more messages of 'Are You okay' now than when my grandmother died. So here are the answers to a few questions i've been getting asked.
1-Are you okay?- I will be.
2- Will you ever listen to Panic again? - Absolutly. Even though I may have harsh thoughts now, those guys have impacted me individually, as well as a whole. I will always support their projects, whatever they are.
3-Who do you blame?-time. I don't blame any of them. I understand that will four totally different personalities, they are going to have different goals.
4- what are you going to do during Blink 182?- I will either freak out and cry, or i'll be perfectly okay. I don't know yet, but hopefully I won't let that ruin my night. I'm going to see some of my favorite bands, and have a good time with one of my best friends. Hopefully my friend won't mind a few tears here and there.

With that being said, my career goals haven't changed. Panic at the Disco can be connected to almost everything i've done within the past few years. I realised my passion through them, and that is introducing people to new music, and giving them a "New Perspective."
Expect a review of Nothing Personal in my next post. All Time Low are a band that everyone needs to keep an eye on. i can see them taking the world by storm.

Reinvent Love. that's sums it all up!