So there is this girl who is older than me, and always dishes out good advice. At one point in my life, I wanted to be her so badly, even though I hated her. I wanted to be with her boyfriend, because I was in love with him.
Looking back, why in the world would I want to be this girl? She even admits that she puts on a show for people, and that no one knows who she really is. When I walk into class everyday with a smile on my face, it's because I'm happy that I have something to look forward to. I realized that I couldn't let the world transform me, I had to transform the world. So I stopped talking to people who held be back and depressed me. I started listening to music that made me happy.
I've hit rockbottom in most stages of my life thus far. I've been turned down by love, life, and happiness. So I changed what made me happy by following the muscle that I had neglected. I think that sometimes we rely on our heart to take care of us so much, that we forget that we have to take care of it so that it can help us out more.
What an amazing life i have in store for myself.
annnd I got a meet and greet with All Time Low!!!! I can't wait! Who knows, maybe I'll fall in love that night!
also, i might be going to see my other boys! I might fall hardcore that night, if I haven't already. Stay tuned..
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