Eyes a starrin' and Toes a tappin'

I wish that everyday could make me laugh like today. After work Jenni, Lindsey, and I went to go see Twilight...I know, again! But it's in the cheap theater, so yeah! I won't mention how due to my fangirl antics, we almost ran someone over...well not really! We went out for ice cream afterwards, and it was just fun! We cracked some jokes, made fun of my naive-ness, and talked Twilight since lidsey was confused. Oh and Jenni found the sweatheart candies with the Twilight sayings, and they are hilarious! 'Bite me' 'I *heart* EC' ' lamb'
One bad thing about seeing Twilight again, I was automatically reminded about the relationship I use to have with my father, and now I no longer do. Bella and Charlies' relationship was a lot like the one I had with my dad. Random hanging out but mostly kept to ourselves. But a good father-daughter relationship. I don't have that anymore, but the sad thing is, I don't care. I can't bring myself to forgive him for what he called me. I can barely stay in the same room as him before I start crying. I wish that Charlie swan was my dad. He takes care of his daughter, and even when he doesn't agree with her, he supports her. Never got into an arguement with her, and never smoked around her. I wish I could go back to that, but I can't look at him without thinking about what he called me.

My friends an I had an awesome time though, and ice cream fixes pretty much everything. Chocolate is amazing, they say it can even mend a broken heart. It pretty much does, but the scars are still there.

Ug, i'm tired and I'm going to go try to have some sweet dreams now. Goodnight people
137 says until Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince! LOVE LOVE LOVE!